Monday, March 28, 2011
Do you have someone in your life who thinks they're right about EVERYTHING? I have several of those people in my life, but one in particular gets on my nerves in the worst way. His biggest problem is that on a daily basis he spends several hours around people who are content to let him think he's right about everything. I'm the only person who consistently bothers to challenge him and his all knowing ass. I particularly hate the fact that he tries to act like just because I'm younger than him I'm just stupid as hell. Look, I'm very well aware that there are certain feeling and beliefs I have that will change once I'm older, but I'm also aware that your truth is not my reality. I'm almost 30 years old, there are some things I just don't like to do and that's okay. He acts as if everyone should love to do everything or else you're just limiting yourself because of some deep fear. Ugh. People suck sometime.
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Okay, there's really no excuse for my laziness. I have all these thoughts that race through my mind daily and I really should be documenting these things, but lately I just haven't felt like it. I know I promise to do better every time I post, but it has yet to happen. I don't know what's going on with me. In a couple of months I'll be relocating from my lovely condo to a "roommate situation". This is a necessary evil. As you all know I've been itching to leave this city. The plan is to save some money so that I can be out of here sometime soon. I've gotta go. I feel like I'm stuck. But, it dawned on me the other day that I've always been a late bloomer. I didn't get breasts until I was like 15 years old and I didn't get my period until I was damn near 16. Looking back, that was awesome. If only I had known then what I know now....... Anyway, I know I'm not where I want to be in life, but I kinda feel like it's coming, it's just going to happen later than I'd like, as usual.